I don’t want to sleep. Every word in my textbook tastes like pressure. I don’t want to sleep because then I’ll have to wake up and I would’ve lost another day to junk food and television, attempts at a first chapter of a story that never turns out right, calls I never make and deadlinesContinue reading “Sleep, rhythms, melatonin, hypothalamus”
three years of college. i never thought i’d shed a tear. -_;
As the Final Sem comes nearer and nearer to ending once and for all, there’s also so much work that needs to be done right. I’m still undecided on my case study but I have gotten started on my survey. The survey is supposed to be environmentally related. Mine is on Knowledge, Awareness and AttitudesContinue reading “On knowledge and attitudes towards nuclear energy and more”
Walk to my face And I’m spent From all the want Want want It erodes me The lack of reason The shiver of ambition And worse The sliver of hope. Walk to my face I don’t relent From the taunt of More, more more And there’s not a dent Of the nonchalance I claim MyContinue reading “want”
I’ve lived the past few years knowing I’m not what you quite thought I would become. I haven’t, – magically turned into a swan (though my braces are off and everything. weird!) – somehow gotten my act together and gotten admitted into oxford… or hogwarts. – managed to meet mr.fantabulous who reads amazing books andContinue reading “Introspektshun: Dear 13 year old me,”
I wake up with a lump in my throat. Whatever I do, it stays. My eyes are dry but my face is sullen, anticipating the tears that are yet to fall. What is happening to me? Why won’t the feeling go away? Depression and loneliness consume every fiber of my being. I stare at theContinue reading “I wilt.”
The people in the hall/ They are already gone/ Mind is finally unblocked/ But they are already gone.
When you’ve been living in the same place for more than ten years, even changes follow a pattern that’s constant.
I feel so stable, so pleasant/ like I’m at Equilibrium. I do not want anything to disturb the balance.