Let’s talk about the anxt

I have been a worrier for as long as I can remember. I have squirmed my way around public speaking, dreaded every minor possibility of failure and adopted the identity of a sad, avoidant girl. I do not remember when it started, but it was around the time when I realized I had to be a certainContinue reading “Let’s talk about the anxt”

Skin deep

She ran her fingers over the tiny prickle on her forehead – a frickin’ pimple in the beginning of December. Winter was her favorite time of the year. All of those snuggly jackets and unapproachable boots – she could pull them off. The bulk made her look healthier, unlike the summer skirts that betrayed herContinue reading “Skin deep”

finding herself.

She was in a tiny little cafe. It was the kind of cafe that looked nondescript from the outside, but had an elegance to it on the inside. She had ordered a slice of chocolate cake that cost twice the amount it weighed and a cup of Earl Grey Tea. She readjusted her scarf, asContinue reading “finding herself.”

Unbreakable

Once upon a time, there lived a girl who thought she was unbreakable. The others, they felt sorry for her. “She’s delusional,” they said. “Everybody breaks sooner or later. It’s the fact of life. How can she lie to herself?” “She thinks she’s unbreakable because she’s most broken inside,” said another wise one. “But weContinue reading “Unbreakable”

crazy, stupid ****.

His eyes sweep across the room. Her stomach churns, as she looks away- when they are seconds, just seconds away from meeting hers. And fuck. There is electricity in that almost-gaze. Time expands and does a back flip as she rushes past the hallway. The bell clangs against the rough, uncouth voices of everyone else.Continue reading “crazy, stupid ****.”

Anti-Climactic Nonsense

What if You aren’t my crush? What if you’re just Validation? A product of reciprocity “I’m obsessed with you Because you care a tiny bit about me.” Or better yet, White Noise To bury myself in Because the silence, it was deafening. What if, you’re little more than Preoccupation Because right now, I need somethingContinue reading “Anti-Climactic Nonsense”

Growing Into Things

growing out of things is sad. whether it’s your favourite pair of shoes, a book or a friend. but then there’s also growing into things. emotions, gaps in reason, people you swore you’d never understand or that pair of purple jeans you thought you could never pull off. you could grow into things that you castContinue reading “Growing Into Things”